Saturday 4 January 2014

Him (part 5)

I'm choking on tears writing this.

Polarlight is going on a hiatus? I'm kinda upset at the same time... Baek will start looking for her and get disappointed and sad when he can't. I'm really jealous and insecure.

I don't know i'm delusional i guess. Like i said everyday, i'm just a fan. A fan? Yeah a fan that would write a book of confession, sacrifices my sleep for him and even cry to sleep sometimes because i know he'll never notice me. 

When i said goodnight, i don't really sleep yet, i search for his name every night to look for his precious face. I change my wallpaper every week so it feels as if i've met him. It really does hurt. It feels like he's my first love, separated from the sea. It really hurts......

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